Hormonal Musing.

I feel like my endometriosis is some sort of Lovecraftian invader, not quite fungus, not quite animal, tentacling and Shoggothing all around, sucking up and killing every working part of my inside ladybits, making growths and webs and lesions and so much fucking pain. The closer I get to starting IVF the worse I feel about it, the more scared I get that it's taken over so much of the inside of me that I will never be able to have children.


You've already killed one whole ovary, what the fuck more do you want, you bastard?